Thursday, 18 February 2010

CD 24

Ok, Ok, I think I've done quite well by not going on about it this month, but as the weekend dawns, I really can't keep it out of my mind much more.

I don't know how I feel. It seems like because we've been trying for so long now, if it does happen it will be a miracle. If we are pregnant, I actually think I'll be surprised.

It's a stark contrast to when we were trying for our son. It's like I just knew I would get pregnant in January. I almost didn't even need to test because I knew it would happen.

So will I test? I don't know. If I can hold out until Monday and nothing has happened then I'll probably be too excited to wait any longer.

We'll see!

In the mean time, my jaw is on the floor watching "My Big Fat Gypsy Wedding!"

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Such a horrible waiting time, I hope you manage to find some things to distract you. I know how it preys on your mind. I've tagged you with the sunshine award at mine http://babyrambles.blogspot.com/2010/02/sunshine-award.html