Today I found out that my son's Godfather and his wife are expecting their first baby. Of course, I am delighted, but there was a part of me which was really upset, which is terrible I know, I just couldn't help having that thought. They're due early August, so hopefully I won't be too far behind.
I feel like this is the longest cycle I've ever had and I'm still only 8 DPO, I've been reading about how reliable early tests are I've decided that if I get a false negative it might just make things worse. Hubby and I have therefore decided to wait until the day my period is due, which is Wednesday. That's only 3 more mornings when I can't test, but it's still going to be really hard. Hope I'm not getting too boring, I'm boring myself with the fact that I can't get it out of my mind!
On a more positive note, our son's "big boy bed was delivered today while I was at work. He absolutly adores it and we couldn't get him out of it this afternoon! Only tonight will tell if it was a good decision or not. We have some friends coming round for dinner tonight, so I'm hoping he's not going to want to join in or wake us up at some ungodly hour.
About Me
- Kate
- A thirty something working mother of two boys, born Oct 2007 and December 2010. Currently on maternity leave for the duration of 2011. MBasically, I'm just trying to balance the ups and downs of family and work while retaining some form of "me".
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2 comments:
Will keep fingers crossed for you! I'm happy with my 2 babies however I know that if someone close to me announces they are pregnant, I'll be a little upset! There is just something special about finding out you're having a baby and even though you are happy for the person you wish it could be you! I hope you get the result you want!
I have just found your blog and I wanted to say I think it is normal to feel a bit upset to hear the news that someone else is pregnant when you are yourself trying to conceive. Don't feel guilty about it. I saw your last twitter update and I hope you are feeling Ok. On a positive note like you know it, first tests so early on sometimes do not give you an accurate result. I wish you all the best and hope that your wish to be a mummy again happens soon x
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