Friday, 16 April 2010

Yes, or No, or Maybe?

I thought pregnancy testing was supposed to be simple?

All day yesterday I just had a "felling" that this month is the month. A feeling that I really am pregnant. Hence, all night last night I lay awake waiting for morning to take a test. 6am came and I unwrapped my Clearblue test with excitement and anticipation, convinced that a clear + would appear after 2 minutes.

Hubby and I lay in bed, hardly talking.

Then I looked at the test:-

In previous months when this happened I would have burst into tears. It's all over again, I am useless, I am sorry I would mutter pathetically. Sobbing into his shoulder.

Today wad different. I declaired it wrong.

Then we looked closely. Really closely. Was that a line I saw? A REALLY faint one? As the minutes went on I convinced myself that it got darker, but what's an evaporation line?

My head is spinning. All previous negatives have been 100% clear. No doubt in my mind at all that it was negative. But then I've never used clearblue before.

If I did ovulate late then I'm still only 10dpo, which I realise is very early.

Yes or no? I thought it was such a simple question!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

God I'd hate not knowing like that! Test again in a few day! Thinking of you!

*From a fellow blogger whos keeping her TTC a secret :D